tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-33792729332387831102024-03-13T13:42:59.964-07:00DAMN IT.......overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.comBlogger36125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-64423176277154479002012-11-26T22:16:00.003-08:002012-11-26T22:16:46.147-08:00old post...<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;"><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">so much spinning in my mind</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">seems like i keep pushing the rewind button</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">no matter how bad i want to press fast forward</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">i cant figure out if im growning stronger or weaker</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">if im gaining or loosing</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">i just keep getting dizzy and everything becomes fuzzy</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">i want to be "crystal" clear</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">when the answers are right in front of me</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">i want to see them</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">when things get tough</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">i want to be stronger</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">when im beng lied to</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">i want to see the truth</span><br style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;" /><span style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 18px;">ill be there one day....i hope</span></span>overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-5574091141942428282012-11-26T22:04:00.000-08:002012-11-26T22:18:47.137-08:00my body craves u..<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">my body craves it....</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">not just sex its self...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">but sex with u..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">it drives my body..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">with passion,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">i want your body against mine..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">with nothing on..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">feeling the warmth of your hands..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">going all over my body...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">you know your way around my body...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">and it drives me crazy...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">your kiss sends chills down my spine,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">your touch makes me melt,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">your bite makes me want more,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">and your lick makes me tingle,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">i crave to have sex with u...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">its like my body needs it...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">no one could ever measure up to the way...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">u make my body feel...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">i never imagined such a powerful bond or connection...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">its like we were made to have sex together...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">its torture to be away...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">my body craves to be against yours...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">to feel you inside me...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">just writing this and thinking is torture...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">i'm scared this desire will never go away....</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">i don't want it to but it has to...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">my body craves u....</span><br />
<span style="color: lime;"><br /></span>
<br />overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-33933679955754549252012-11-26T21:34:00.003-08:002012-11-26T22:22:26.726-08:00where is he?<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">where is he? this...this guy im in love with?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">people always say, "i cant believe your still single"</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">...i dont see how they cant believe it?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">don't they realize i have pain?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">and realize i'm in love with a guy that doesn't exist?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">why do i have to be with someone?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">i don't want anyone...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">along tome ago i swore id never date again...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">and honestly i think it went to my head...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">everyone says "ull find a better guy"</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">HA...i doubt that.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">they cant even see the one im in love with...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">well because he doesnt exsist...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">i know he is there...somewhere</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">i feel his touch,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">his presence.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">and his whispers in my ear,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">my heart knows him well...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">yet i cant find him?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">where is he? this...this guy i'm in love with?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">everything about me longs for him..</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">yet i cant find him?</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">he must be in my dreams...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">i'm taking it to far to reality...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">maybe they're right...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">he doesn't exist...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">and i'm just dreaming...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">wake up!</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">before they realize ur insane...</span><br />
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;"><br /></span>
<span style="background-color: black; color: lime;">*to no one!! just a creation of mine*</span><br />
<br />overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-74625275919055275532011-07-13T19:31:00.000-07:002011-07-13T19:37:25.143-07:00not finished!!!!well DAMN!!!!!!!!!!! lol<br />i love ur sexy ass body.<br />but hell i get told no just for kissin u?!<br />wat do u want!!?<br />ur like semi scewin with my head lol<br />watever....<br />i just wanna have fun and crap.<br />yea i want u back now but i wouldnt take u back now,<br />even if u begged.<br />yea i love u and i guess thats why i would say no<br />(not finished)overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-45233160785449899092011-05-30T22:55:00.000-07:002011-05-30T22:59:37.053-07:00i get it... :)I UNDERSTAND WHY U DID THIS,<br />I ACCEPT IT NOW, AND<br />I UNDERSTAND WHY U HURT TOO,<br />I LOVE YOU ALWAYS TIMMY,<br />FOR THE RECORD....<br />I WILL NEVER HATE U,<br />I WILL ALWAYS MISS<br />UR KISSES,<br />UR I LOVES YOUS,<br />UR AMAZING TOUCH,<br />AND US.<br />I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE IF UR EVER READY TO TRY AGAIN<br />UR WORTH EVERYHTING IN LIFE...<br />I APPERCIATE EVERYTHING UVE DONE<br />UR SOOOO AMAZING, AND U NEVER FORGET IT...<br />REALLY U CANT CAUSE WERE STILL FRIENDS AND ILL REMIND U<br />ALLLLL THE TIME. :)<br />I LOVE YOU SEXY REXY...(still ur nickname)overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-66063728822083531122011-05-29T20:52:00.001-07:002011-05-29T21:08:28.202-07:00death in my head..... :Omy thoughts keep swirling around death...<br />like it would be the simpler choice without going through all this pain....<br />everynight...feeling like i keeps happening all over again,<br />i can barley sleep or eat....might as well be dead.<br />i wanted to hurt myself sooo many times since it happened...<br />but i cant bring myself all the way to do it...<br />i dont want that feeling but i keep having the thoughts of it...and these thoughts...<br />A. keep on living ur life and do great in school and accept it all and maybe u guys will be real close friends...<br />B. kill urself cause its the easy way and he is ur life and he will always have ur heart and not knowing if he will ever be urs again kills u already....<br />C. keep ur head up and try ur best to be ok with everything and be really close friends...<br />for one...u have my heart and ur just my everything...wether u understand that or not u are.<br />i dont think u ever understood how much i really do love u. two:i kno i can get through this but i want u two be my best friend and i want us to be so close and laugh at our memories....but i keep getting told that willl take along time....and i guess so since i dont kno how too put my feelings and wants away....idk anymore.....ugh.overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-20774588917019094842011-05-29T20:32:00.000-07:002011-05-29T20:51:59.357-07:00shit!!!!! =''''( fuck everything!!!!i have so much going through my head that its driving me crazy!!!<br />i dont kno wat to think or feel!!!!???<br />or wat to believe??!!!<br />how do i push away my feelings for u!?<br />all i want to do is cry and keep crying!!!<br />i dont even want to eat...and when i do i feel sick.<br />why cant this be a dream or why couldnt we have talked bout it before the desicion!!!<br />i fucking hate relationships now!!!<br />i told u that if i lost u i wouldnt date anyone else....and i meant it.<br />i dont want anyone else.<br />the sad part is...."if" we get another chance now i really will be soooo scared to loose u again!!!<br />why did u have to do this!! :(<br />i accept ur desicion....i think. im trying!!!!<br />of course i always am but it never seems like enough.<br />i told u i was afraid to loose u because everyone who means everything too me leaves me...<br />and u did. im sry i let it get between us....i would take it back in a heart beat.<br />a part of me thinks the space will be good.....maybe this can be the butterfly adage if its ment to be(which i hope it is...ur the first person i actually wanted to marry and start a life with) :(<br />the butterfly adage: "if u love something,let it go. if it returnsits urs, but if it doesnt it never was"<br />i guess deep down i never really felt like u would leave me...cause all i can think is how can u do this to me? and i never thought this would happen...<br />i guess i had too much hope on the inside...and i just didnt wanna show it.<br />all i want to do is roll up in a blanket with ur shirt on holding ur jacket and froggie and cry my eyes out and be left alone. i love u...i always will. ill always be here when ur ready...if u ever are. when u tell me to move on is when i will try....i guess.overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-7606706325280010002010-09-07T12:24:00.000-07:002010-09-07T13:12:23.823-07:00da da de do? hahahapeytons pretty,<br />the grass is green,<br />and frowns are upside down,<br />tell me something i dont kno...<br />i have pretty eyes,<br />nice figure,<br />great personality,<br />tell me something i dont kno...<br />"love is hard to keep",<br />"sex is all life is about",<br />"lifes to short",<br />tell me something i dont kno...<br />i complain,<br />i overthink,<br />im irresponsible,<br />tell me something i dont kno...<br />i do kno...<br />timmy is amazing,<br />i love him,<br />he deserves to always be happy,<br />i do kno...<br />i love my friends,<br />they are always there,<br />they make me laugh,<br />i do kno...<br />im pretty,<br />im weird,<br />im crazy,<br />i do kno...<br />im happy,<br />im having fun,<br />im inlove,<br />da da de do?<br />hahaha....overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-1485393224568212112010-08-29T08:47:00.000-07:002010-08-29T09:04:48.102-07:00hahaha....idk?BLAH!!!<br />u kno that feeling u get?<br />like when u feel completely happy,<br />like ur life is just absolutely amazing....<br />then that one little thought fucks it up?<br />yea...i hate that.<br />then, what about that one day<br />thats just awesome!!!<br />and when u go back home...<br />its just competely dies.<br />i hate that to...<br />why does it seem that pple arent allowed to be happy?<br />we ask our selfs that day in and day out.<br />we take the blame for others, because we think it will help.<br />we make our selfs not happy.<br />we keep the thoughts and bothers closer than what makes us happy.<br />and it seems like everytime things go good, it always seems to come crashing down.<br />pple put them selfs down more than what goes on around.<br />it will never be solved...<br />life is like a never ending puzzle...<br />u keep getting all the pieces but as soon as u find where a piece goes<br />the puzzles grows bigger. haha..<br />^_^overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-50061094795853390012010-08-24T16:20:00.000-07:002010-09-07T19:57:14.324-07:00ONE OF MY WORST DREAMS!!! :'(fuck..ok.<br />i had a dream.<br />idk why but me, timmy,and she were all hanging out.<br />blah...and everything was going pretty good.<br />but after a while she left and said goodbye to me and timmy.<br />and of course heather was some wat annoyed by she...<br />and when went to say i love u heather...the words that came out of his mouth<br />hurt me to the core.<br />he said i love u she!!<br />to fucking heather!!<br />ugh....its happened once before and im is so fucking scared<br />it will happen again..<br />i HATED THAT DREAM..NIGHTMARE...WTF EVER.<br />i hate that i had it...ugh.<br />i dont EVER want to have that again..or something similar!!!!overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-7411176853410517492010-08-24T16:10:00.000-07:002010-08-24T16:19:15.579-07:00...ugh.i feel like im missing something that is happening right in front of me.<br />im scared,im worryed....and i just dont want to loose u..<br />:(<br />i feel like were hiding stuff from each other.<br />i think its just cause im not near u as much...<br />blah.<br />my mom is a pain in the ass...<br />and im always so tired even more now.<br />stupid fucking nightmares and dog.<br />i hate almost crying every night!<br />i wish...overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-43722356244800613442010-08-22T09:06:00.000-07:002010-08-22T09:21:32.419-07:00blah..shit fuck...fuck...<br />so i have my stupid girlfriendness<br />and for some reason...jealously?<br />ugh....stupid girls.<br />why do u have to be sooo amazing!!! :)<br />lol blah...i swear im not complaining that ur amazing!!!<br />grrr...i dont wanna share u though!!! lol<br />i even told myself, i wouldnt be like this....damn it.<br />i dont even kno why i feel like this towards her...blah<br />............FUCK!!!<br />i dont think its gonna go away either...blah.<br />writing about it..isnt helping either......<br />shit...i dont even kno her and i already cant stand her...blah.....<br />ugh....im sry!!! :(overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-34107128811475235662010-08-18T16:48:00.000-07:002010-08-18T16:51:51.555-07:00hehehe....selfish...blah. :Pthis may sound selfish...but<br />i really only want u for myself most of the time lol<br />i love u....<br />i cant help but always wannabe with u<br />and kiss u...which i only got to TWICE today!!! :(<br />didnt like that result...<br />and i just love being with u!!!<br />grrr....im such a hog. lol<br />i need to see u...<br />hahaha...when dont i?overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-74769212731062797972010-08-18T16:43:00.000-07:002010-08-18T16:47:52.666-07:00duh...dUH...DUH.....blah.<br />stupid shity situations!!!<br />they suck ass!!<br />i was fucking scared outta my mind and crying..<br />ugh....i understand ur going through alot but mom its not my fault..<br />anyways..<br />school is ok to have back<br />somethin to do...<br />i get to see timmy everyday :D<br />and my friends...<br />my classes are ok...<br />i got friends in almost all my classes...<br />woo.......overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-15640750251691234592010-08-12T19:35:00.000-07:002010-08-12T19:52:52.947-07:00.......why does this feeling keep coming back? :(<br />i dont like it...<br />idk wat else to say..<br />i feel lost without u beside me....<br />i need u so much....<br />i love u so much....overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-19340659709999833022010-08-11T17:59:00.000-07:002010-08-19T15:25:58.760-07:00i love u....ok...<br />I LOVE YOU!!!<br />ONLY YOU!!<br />AND EXACTLY THE WAY U ARE!!!<br />I LOVE HOW U ARE!!!<br />I LOVE HOW U ACT!!!<br />I LOVE UR SMILE!!!<br />I LOVE UR FLAWS!!!<br />I LOVE UR KISSES!!!<br />I LOVE THE WAY U HOLD ME!!!<br />I LOVE THE WAY U LISTEN!!!<br />I LOVE THE WAY U CARE!!!<br />I LOVE THAT U TRUST ME!!!<br />I LOVE SPENDING TIME WITH U!!!<br />I LOVE HOW HOTT U ARE!!!<br />I LOVE THAT UR ALWAYS THERE FOR ME!!<br />BUT MOST OF ALL I LOVE THAT U LOVE ME FOR ME....<br />I LOVE SO MANY THINGS ABOUT U!!!<br />U WILL NEVER BORE ME AND I WILL NEVER GET TIRED OF U!!!<br />I LOVE U WITH ALL MY HEART AND FOREVER!!!<br />:) ;) :Poverload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-78070123728129809962010-08-11T17:20:00.000-07:002010-08-11T17:32:05.090-07:00MY BIGGEST FLAW......is the worst ever!!!!!!!fuck!!!<br />ok so my biggest flaw is....<br />over thinking the smallest thing that bothers me!!!<br />and in the end its nothing and stupid to let bother me!!!!<br />its retareded.....<br />sometimes i wish i didnt have that lovely flaw.../:<br />man...everytime we do "stuff"<br />i feel like u think thats all i want<br />and its not!!!<br />but see i put one little thought in my head<br />and just let it keep nagging at me<br />and i try to forget but no i cant<br />soo yea...then i start overthinking it<br />and then eventually....im not ok.<br />then when i talk about it....it was stupid to let bother me.<br />idk....haoverload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-79889059758116695422010-08-05T06:10:00.000-07:002010-08-05T06:13:44.773-07:00..hhmmmwhen i saw u i was afraid to meet u,<br />when i met u i was afraid to kiss u,<br />when i kissed u i was afraid to love u,<br />now that i love u, im afraid to loose u.overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-45359377486163772962010-08-04T21:56:00.000-07:002010-08-04T22:17:14.356-07:00why the hell am i writing about u?!u randomly send me a message on facebook sayin<br />so u and timmy huh?<br />and im like yea...ha (knowing u already knew we were together)<br />so i decide lets talk so we went on IM and u start<br />asking me questions.....and i ask u a question..u said no.<br />idk..just kinda felt like i was missing something<br />ugh...i try to be ur friend<br />i told u something really personal<br />and so did u....<br />i told u how is kinda jealous of u<br />and i asked u a question<br />and u got kinda snappy with me<br />and i told u i didnt mean anything by it<br />then we were ok and all<br />but u still erck me sometimes<br />my friend says ur territorial....-_-<br />i kno ur very protective of him<br />but ur not the only one!!!! :/<br />and then i told u how he might not hang out with JUST u<br />cause of my friends and my stupidness<br />and u freaked out!!<br />i apologized like 10 times!<br />and i told u i didnt mean for that to happen<br />and that i was trying to fix it....<br />now ur not even texting me...wtf?<br />eh....watever!! :P<br />god.im so fucking pathetic sometimes. loloverload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-85549371351715323982010-08-04T20:49:00.000-07:002010-08-04T21:49:05.445-07:00Airplanes by.B.O.B ft. haley williamscan we pretent that airplanes<br />in the midnight sky<br />are like shooting stars<br />i could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)<br />can we pretend that airplanes<br />in the night sky<br />are like shooting stars<br />i could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)<br /><br />yeah<br />i could use a dream or a genie or a wish<br />to go back to a place much simpler than this<br />cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'<br />and all the glitz and the glam and the fashion<br />and all the pandemonium and all the madness<br />there comes a time where you fade to the blackness<br />and when you're staring at the phone in your lap<br />and you hoping but them people never call you back<br />but that's just how the story unfolds<br />you get another hand soon after you fold<br />and when your plans unravel<br />and they sayin' what would you wish for<br />if you had one chance<br />so airplane airplane sorry i'm late<br />i'm on my way so don't close that gate<br />if i don't make that then i'll switch my flight<br />and i'll be right back at it by the end of the night<br /><br />can we pretend that airplanes<br />in the midnight sky<br />are like shooting stars<br />i could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)<br />can we pretend that airplanes<br />in the night sky<br />are like shooting stars<br />i could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)<br /><br />somebody take me back to the days<br />before this is was a job,before i got paid<br />before it ever mattered what i had in my bank<br />yeah back when i was tryin' to get a tip at a subway<br />and bacl when i was rappin' for the hell of it<br />but now a days we were rappin' to stay relevant<br />i'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes<br />then maybe yo maybe i'll go back to the days<br />before the politics that we call the rap game<br />and back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape<br />and back before i tried to cover up my slang<br />but this is for the decatur,what's up bobby ray<br />so can i get a wish to end the politics<br />and get back to the music that started this shit<br />so here i stand and then again i say<br />i'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes?<br /><br />can we pretend that airplanes<br />in the midnight sky<br />are like shooting stars<br />i could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)<br />can we pretend that airplanes<br />in the night sky<br />are like shooting stars<br />i could really use a wish right now (wish right now) (wish right now)<br /><br />i could really use a wish right now<br />i could really use a wish right now (wish right now)<br />like shooting stars<br />i can really use a wish right now (a wish right now,a wish,a wish,a wish<br />right now)overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-22776019057216362562010-08-04T20:07:00.000-07:002010-08-04T20:42:54.024-07:00FUCK!!!!!! IM SO STUPID SOMETIMES!!!!!fucckkkkk!!!!!<br />fuck pple!!!!!!<br />fuck everything!!!!!!!!<br />sometimes i just wish i couldnt talk!!!!!<br />i keep fucking everything up!!!!!!<br />with michael...my fault<br />michael again....my fault<br />zack incident....my fault<br />alie incident....my fucking fault again!!!!<br />i can never say the right thing!!!!<br />fuck talking!!!!!<br />im sooooo sry!!!!<br />bad things keep happening......<br />:( :'( :( :'( :( :'( :( :'( :( :'( :(overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-63078329827209047592010-08-03T13:24:00.000-07:002010-08-03T13:31:42.576-07:00wtf is wrong with me?!how did i fall back again!!??<br />almost cutting myself again?!<br />these feelings shouldnt even be here<br />these thoughts shouldnt be here<br />i dont want to go back to that....<br />burning myself seems to be my new thing....<br />i dont like it.<br />i dont want any of this....<br />i dont want to go down once again<br />but really i dont want to bring u down with me<br />what irrates me the most...<br />is that i fucking promised u i wouldnt<br />but i did...how can i fucking do that to u...<br />fuck....overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-86660581299599430512010-08-03T13:14:00.000-07:002010-08-03T13:22:26.471-07:00....youi love you.....<br />i miss you.....<br />i need you......<br />i want you.....<br />im always urs<br />forever and always<br />im not going anywhere<br />i promise...always<br />im still scared to loose you<br />but i swear im not going anywhere<br />no matter how something may bother me<br />ill talk to you and get over it.....<br />i dont want anything to interfear<br />block anything.....or scare us.<br />idk.....i just dont want to loose u<br />moreless anything between us.overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-61745520459125742652010-08-03T12:57:00.000-07:002010-08-03T13:07:27.213-07:00.....why does it bother me so much!!!blah....<br />i want no secrets between us,<br />i want to be able to talk about anything,<br />i want to kno that when ur hurting im the person u go to,<br />why cant i be ur best friend and girlfriend???!!!<br />ugh....<br />i hate talking about this,<br />i feel like im to pessuring,<br />i dont want to make u,<br />im gonna try not to bring it up again,<br />i love you<br />i dont want this to make problems,<br />i dont want this to bother me,<br />i want to not worry,<br />i want it to be nothing....overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3379272933238783110.post-45436487263977438722010-07-30T23:10:00.000-07:002010-07-30T23:16:41.491-07:00blah...ugh...i have a kool and awesome guy friend<br />but i feel like im not allowed to have him as a friend<br />i think im use to my bfs getting mad or like im flirting<br />when im not...its just my personality<br />im sorry.....<br />:(overload emergencyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14911501186186912735noreply@blogger.com0